i met something that has many things in common with me which is book , music , type of poeple to check out then i name it ! that person well that's my boyfriend . some relationship walk the sane road while others don;t have it as easy and crying becomes common practice . i met this poeple hen i were fifteen . yes i know this is lame story buat as you could see and read my tittle i was write flash back stories . get to the story back , he got my phone number from my friends and start from that we text-ing call-ing and set up a date . all that time , i'm naive , curious and insecure but being around that it will make me fell more like myself ,i may go through a lot together with him . a few months later , our relationship is not like before . we became start to fighting trough each other . i blame him and he blame me . at last , we break off . our relationship is over . and i start to question myself every other day . "why i am not good enough to him ?" "what doesn't he see in me ?" often enough ,ci don't know how to deal with it . i feel as though my world is ending and the pain i'm going through is unbelievable . i'm whine about the same things for days and days .my heart is aches every time i walk past him . i want to cry when every time someone mentions his name or his relationship . well , it's just will make me sad sad nad continously sad . now , he's already have a new girlfriend . yes ! he got new life with her ne girlfriend . sometimes i just think and ask myself , "do i not pretty as what he want ?" "do i not kind for him ?" and "am i too bad for him?" well , the answer only can get from him . only he know all the answer . but , people can change if he or she want right ? what for the relationship is build if the boy or the girl can't guide to each other . and unfortunetly , he didn't do that . so i'll make a desicion . a desicion which can make he satisfied with it and the desicion is i'll end the relationship . yess just like what i said just now , we break off . pity me because i doesn;t have someone special yet in my life . okay i agree with what my friends said maybe now it's not the right time . now , i pray and what i want is , i wish i will meet someone special who is really really can accept me in his life with full of love and sincered . then only i can realise it's better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all . am i right ? well the answer is yours :)
#girl , this is for you . please love him forever when i'm far away , thank you ♥
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