04/11/2011
helloooo readers ! here i'm coming back . for what ? of course lah for blogging . haha :D so as you can see the tittle up there's , here i've one story want to share it out to you . let's get started ;
where can i get one boyfriend ? the boy who is can be sincered with me , be honest with me , love me with all his heart , be my side whenever i'm down or happy . accept me just the way i am , keep believing with me and also have a long relationship with me . act , there's too much i want to write it out but this the first i want to write it out . so , can i have one boy that have like what i want up there's ? i know , i'm not pretty , loves to hang out like the others and so on but as for me i'm proud to be me . i'm awesome by the way i am . i try to be perfect but i can't . i'm an ordinary girl who is loves to makes mistakes . but from that , i learn to be more good than before . i wish that one day i will found it , but untill now there's no one . deep in my heart , i keep advice myself to be more patient and wait . keep strong because i have my family and friends out there's . be confident to myself because i believe one day i shall met him . but on the same time , i also wanna be like my friends . they have someone special in their life . someone that can make their day more cheerful for days and days . someone that has brought up sweet memories with them . someone that keep calling and texting with them . but me ? seriously i also wanna be like that ! i also like the other's who is have feelings to love and be loved . damn i don't have yet ! my mom said "adik . you're still young . you're still a student . you have to concentrate on your studies . no matter what it is , put all the love matter away . stop thinking all the nonsense thing . i know you get more jelaous when you seing all your friends had their own boyfriend except you . am i right ? believe me wether fast or late , one day you will meet the boy but for right now , i want you to be more concentrate on your studies . remember , next year you have to face a big exams and i'm very sure you know what it is . don't say that you forgotted about it .i want you to success in you life . so , trust me . soon , you will found the boy . okay ?" then for a while , i sit and keep thinking what was my mom said . then , i realise . what was my mom said was true . i'm still a student . i have to be more concentrated on my studies otherwise i will regret for the rest of my life if i failed it . mom , thanks because you always supported me for non stop about my love matter's . iloveyou mom ! if you want to know , i always failed whenever i'm in love with someone untill my mom helped me on it . woaa ! my mom sooo superb about this . haha :D sorry mom , i'm joking only :) so for right now , for days and days , i will keep wait wait and wait untill i found out the boy and when i found it , trust me i won't let him go from my life :) that's my promise ♥ to all the boy's out there's ---> i hope that one day i shall met you and be my boyfriend for the rest of my life . thank you :')
# to my readers ---> if you wanna think imma pity girl who is desperate wanna have a boyfriend , okay nvm . you can do anything , you can talk anything about me but please . don't let me say abdfghjkl to you because if the words came out , you can't bear the pain that i will gave it to you . for being honestly , i always failed about my love matters . i don't know where's my mistakes . so please , get lost from my life if you doesn't know me well . mind your own bussiness okay bitch :) thank you (Y)