assalamualaikum :) so here we are. i'm blogging back right now. i've one story. as yesterday me and him go to hospital because of want to visit mus. he had an accident. first i can't believe that he send one text to me and ask me to go along with him. such for a long time we never met, never contact. sudden happen this. i'm thank to Allah. seriously, untill right now i can't believe it. but it's happened. eventhough we're not in relationship. it's full enough for me to be friends with him. i'm not asking too much. enough that he be my friends back. like what my mom said "insyaAllah kalau ada jodoh takkan kemana. percaya pada Allah" yes mom. i'm hundred percent believe on that. i know it's quite hard for me to remain a friend but insyaAllah i'll try my best harder for it. i'll let the past go and i'll moved on by the time. i don't want get a hope again because i'm scared it doesn't work. i'm scared that i will hurt him again. i don't want it to be happen anymore. so i think enough for me to get a hope of friendship. if he likes me like first time we set eyes together, then he will do something to move forward and get a new relationship. but if not, then he is not the one for me and i'm not the one for him. i believe in Qada' and Qadar. i trust that we will always do our best. but we also know that we're human and fallible. what i can do is just act like usual. act like the first time we be friends. whatever it is, thanks for the changing of our friendship man. i'm fucking appriciate. alhamdulillah :) hope so this new changing of our friendship will be better for the next day and so on. insyaAllah, aminn.
sincered : Nurul Nabila ♥
