18/12/2011 - 0:48assalamualaikum :) just now my mom said "adik go to sleep now because tomorrow you have to wake up early as you need to help me" then me said "as usual mom as you know , i just need some times to make the entry . it's not take too long mom" and mom "okay as your words" okay here , i'm still the same . i'm still the old one me . a girl who is cannot accept the fact . a girl who is cannot accept the reality . a girl who is lives in her own world . yes that's me :/ seriously i'd try my best ability to forget him but unfortunetly i failed . as my older post , i'd said that i'll try my best harder to forget him right ? but see , i'm still with my stupid behaviour again . still the same and nothing had changed me . words can describe how badly i miss him reader :) i miss him asdfghjkl can die :) want to know when i can changed ? after i can have one boyfriend to replace him in my heart and forever stay in my heart . yes ! that will help me to do with it because i've no idea . i'm just still the old one me . nothing changed right ? okay i agree with you . i'm so sorryy , i'm an ordinary girl . i'm the girl who is soooo easy to fall in love and love him but i'm the girl who is cannot forget him once he left me or i left him . yes ! that's the truth about me . i also don't know why i can be like this . you expect i want to be like this ? want to be so desperate untill cannot forget my old boyfriend ? oh you're obviously wrong dear . i also a human . who had feeling to be loved and in loved by someone else . please , get more understanding me . that's all what i needed from you . thank you ♥